♥ Tuesday, November 27, 2007
8:24 AM
[ben ben's 10 min "surprise" birthday party]haha..yesterday was an absolute harpie moment..Ben Ben birthdae!!! we throw flour and water and smash cakes on his face!!! I think the main culprit tat has thought of that idea must be DARREN!!! only he is capable of doing this kind of "wonderful" idea...so a lesson to be learnt:NEVER LET DARREN NOE WHEN IS UR BIRTHDAY...[IF...U ACCIDENTALLY LET HIM NOE?SOLTION:BRING EXTRA CLOTHES FOR THAT DAE...]HAHAHABut overall it si a very interesting 10 min moment tat not only me but the ppl who attend his short brthdae party will enjoy the moment a lot...haha
♥ Monday, November 26, 2007
3:52 PM
ya..sry ab'...i really no tym to post...i just realise tat i din post for quite a long tym..
i have been stucked in java programming for long man..so difficulT!!! i really very damn nobie in the java lehh, but is jus too difficult for me la..
Anyway sth good.. i am going to Australia in feb!!!!!! yeh!!!
♥ Wednesday, November 21, 2007
1:03 PM
haha..i must be damn crazy man..i thought i heard something i wanted to hear from the start of the day when we first met..haha..but it turns out to be...a misunderstanding...walau!!! i damn happy at that tym when i heard that..walau!!! nvm, but at least it make me happy for one moment.hahaz....ya..no comment...i jus dunno y..is not a right or good choice but jus dunno y..haiz..so i will control the situation from now onwards...okie??i promise myself to do so...i will do so de...okie??hahaz..ARGH..damn bloody embarrassing!!!!
♥ Monday, November 19, 2007
2:46 PM
zhi qian yi ju wo ai ni--tang yu zhe(sry..now change to tis one)
你微微的笑温暖我的心
让我有了冲劲动力
于是我又鼓起了勇气
决定要疯狂爱上你
千千万万的爱意
等不及
凉风徐徐的提醒
我和你
只欠一句我爱你
没胆亲口告诉你
想要照顾你
好好疼你
只差一句你答应
点头说你也愿意
和我在一起
手牵着你紧紧抱着你
首发盛夏的回忆
再偷偷想起
你就是剩下的唯一
我站在这里用最真的心
想对你说请相信
我们之间的距离
手牵着你紧紧抱着你
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2:29 PM
萧贺硕-我爱你(soundtrack---on my blog:p)曾经有过美丽的梦一起微笑一起牵手走过不在乎是否能永久仿佛没有尽头以为自己一直都懂你的眼神透露出些什么每一个有你陪伴的日落都很快乐喔 salanheo 爱的理由不会有错就算换了时空也会做相同的梦伸出手请带我走salanheo 爱的理由不会有错笑着流泪的我对你许下了承诺爱已经停留
♥ Sunday, November 18, 2007
10:39 AM
WALAU!!! the damn bloody java!!! ...make my blood boil man!!! i do until so cham..*** *** telll me my logic is wrong!!!!WTF!!!! then i have to redo lorh..in another words..haiz..why why why!!!????haiz..so now i start redo-ing the carmart class again.haiz...hopefully this tym round will be all rite!!!! pls!!! guan yin ma..help me!!!
♥ Friday, November 16, 2007
8:11 AM
Although i am not sure whether u r able to read this blog or not, but i still wan to apologise to u...knowing that u have exceeded ur sms by 500+, i feel really bad..cos u have wasted damn lots of sms on me tat day when i really need someone to console me..not really need but someone to be my punch bag...and u r dere for me to "punch" by punching into those hp buttons to sms u..hahaz..no la..jus so sorry..to: "good dog"(cant find a name for u)Yesterdae me and kser and by rite cy, we stay in sch to slack..i mean for me, but for kser, he wanted me to teach him cmath.. BUt ended we are like ended up in library and play Gunbound!!! haha..i think i am at fault! cos when he was bout to study, i played my gunbound..and he said he very long nv play, so he oso want chap ji ka..hahaz..first few tym his shots r damn lousy..but i realise tat he do haf potential man! Using his own acc to play, he indeed play very well using laser...haha...sorry kSEr!!!hahaz(:
♥ Thursday, November 15, 2007
9:31 AM
nice song----tang yu zhe--fen kai yi hou
(the song played in my blog now)
想喊你却没敢开口
最后只有流着泪看你
我想问我是否只愿意就这样放手
既然无法挽留只好接受
从今以后
你要寂寞多久
谁能给予你
我这般的温柔
也许是多虑了你离开我
会过得更快乐
可对于软弱的我
回忆就足够
Chorus:
分开以后
每当想到你就会低下头
紧握着手不知过了多久
我相信你
就会有一样的辛酸难受
都曾经深爱过
谁有谁能舍得
在离开你之后
想快乐也只是一种强求
一个人怎么过都是愁
懂得拥有却未必能让你为我停留
最后只剩遗憾
拉住我不放手
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9:18 AM
I realise that even in year 1..jus year 1, is not easy to cope wid projzz..even thought i noe tat many of them haven even started..but i jus feel stress and feel that my work is staking uo always...(work taht nv end)..cmath class test coming uo in one week time..haiz..BUt sth gd bout this few daes is dat i haf been playing Gunbound..from small chick to double wooden hammer...yes!!!! Alex help me a lot oso..hahaz...u noe i noe..hahaz....thanx...but still no money to buy clothes..so now still not avatar..hahaz...current level:1239...211 more to silver hammer..yes!!! GoGOGO!!!! hahaz...Yesterday i meet a new frend,mervin..hahaz..okie now?! Get ready for the upcoming GB game!!!!hahaz...
♥ Tuesday, November 13, 2007
3:04 PM
hahax..yeh..yesterday i indeed have a good cooking tym wid my aunite..i help her wid the cooking like cutting of dunno wat ever la..but is fun!!!and of cos i do more thingz than i usually do when i help up in any of the cooking session...hahaz..lady finger amusement and the lemon grass amusement..haha..thanx auntie for teaching me how to cook such nice dishes!!!!hehee
♥ Monday, November 12, 2007
3:04 PM
hahaz..me,kSer,Desmond,ben lee, we went to sim lim sq tat sat..i ate this SET G..CHICKEN SET...(kser,listen and read carefully!!!)..and then we went to sim lim sq to take broqures..i took damn lots..i am damn kiasu man..but for the aske of DCNK..the worse part of the sim lim trip is that kser is so clever at bargaining!!!! one computer for actually $999, but kser actually bargain until one computer for $900!!!! the person still says a call over to him, he will send the 25 computers to him at once!!!!hahaz....omg...jing pei jing pei to kser!!!hahazz..somemore somemore!!!!the person says plus FREE DELIVERY...haha..pro la!
♥ Friday, November 9, 2007
2:36 PM
this is along the seletar resevoir..yupz..two hands to form one...
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2:19 PM
eating a lot this morning..and sth bout this particular post..this is my third tym!!! okie..third tym doing this blog...dunno y, it jus din post up to my blog! blody hell,making me fuming damn mad at the concourse area,stupid blog...
anyway..ya..i was mentioning the eating season,i am eating lot these few days..but this always occur every month certain day sure one!!!! then after which i wiill eat only damn little after tat..dunno y..weird but is true...hahaz..
anyway yesterterday i am at home 24 hrs doing mass hours of java programming.for our hoop_oopg project..sianz...encounter a lot of error but still manage to solve it..hahaz
Anyway, "good dog"!! remember our terms and condition hoh...[java no kick]..i will save this sms..and i will zun shou wo de nuo yan..okie?If not..ur hse will hang pig head and in the middle of the night u will smell smoke(tat means ur hse have been on fired!!!!) hahahaz..so betta make sure u remember wat u say arh...hahaz
♥ Thursday, November 8, 2007
2:48 PM
ya..real sick this tym le...i have bloody serious coughing now...stil have to do java proj.So bloody hell difficult!! i encountered 50 errors!!! SHIT Lorh...luckily solve until left 5 now..haiz...Jap poj summit on week 5 one i completed liao..left cmsk...(i have to do 2 persons one somemore)...but is got terms and conditions..haha..so nvm...the "good dog" one..hahaz..but he promise to help wid my java...hahaz..heng arh...Thanx to Nich Soon,ab',alex my gor,lutfi,jia en,ben yap...u guys really help me a lot when i am down..thanx...i promise boon to find my confidence, promise nich to cheer up fast..thanx guyz..i am touch!!
♥ Wednesday, November 7, 2007
1:14 PM
FIR--xu yao ni de ai当你选择了云的距离就这么自私做个决定 冲破天际飞去排山倒海崩塌的回忆也许无刻袭击我的心痛得不能自己或许你以为把这一座城市抛开就可以纠结伤害却不明白我需要你的爱不管多少阻碍不求什么未来不管命运会怎么安排我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪狠狠地把心痛了断深深地把一切重来我需要你的爱像掉进了深海也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开别让那些谎言把爱给活埋当心碎成一块一块当爱碎曾一断一断我会等待你的爱我会等待(我会等待)你将那些谎言把爱给活埋This song is very nice..i learn that feelings have wings.."Feelings" do noe how to fly back despite months of wondering...yes..dunno..i jus feel that it has came back from its long months trip..but i jus keep everyting to my "feelings"..hope one day it will still land onto a proper placeof my own...yes..thanx..the feelings has came back..thanQ
♥ Tuesday, November 6, 2007
2:03 PM
Ya..guyz..nv call me baka again..nv again..is nv feeling gd for ppl to be called baka..serious..There are some extend for my temper..i may not be always joke around wid u guyz..okie?Ren nai shi you sian du de..NV NV say again..Thanx gor for consoling me too..even though u are too busy to know that cos u are busy and i can truely understand..thanx all the more...u support me all the way..i noe it..thanx..u noe tat once my tap open is a very serious problem already..okie?Stop It At Once! the only reaction i will make if u guys call me "Baka" again...i will only stare at u okie? I say wat i mean...i really say wat i mean...ThanQAnother thingz..thanx boon..i noe that u will always there for me..and i noe wat is the meaning of 24/7 le...thanx
♥ Monday, November 5, 2007
3:07 PM
They jus dunno how much they have gone..pls be more sensible next time..Do u guyz noe tat if i open tap means u have gone overboard...okie?And i jus cnt control myself..thanx to jia en...U have make an effort to come to the LT to console me...and Thanx to the "good dog"..hahaz..he console me all the way until i all most stop crying..hahz,I always thought he is someone who dunno how to console someone..but turns out okie!!!hahazYa..** ****..thanx for recognizing the confidence in me..which i dunno myself and many of those idiots couldn't see it and keep on laughing at me until i open my tap...thanx...hahaz...once again i noe u will be there for me if i need help...i will remember it and will constantly remember wat u say...by stop emo-ing..thanQ..
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8:21 AM
hey..** ****really glad tat u finally pick urself up this cool mon morning...sms me to tell me u are not emo-ing any more,i am happie to hear tat...i felt relieved..seriously,cos i have been feeling guilty...thanx for letting me noe u ralrite now..dun forget watever it is i still regard u as my frend..relationship thingy is always no right no wrong..i am glad u like me..and thus i will thanks u for likeing me...(:Hope we will be like before where we will stil crap wid each other when we see each other by theIT concourse...hahaz.. :pGood Luck for ur MP...
♥ Sunday, November 4, 2007
1:23 PM
ya..Te-a-mo...Te-quiro..Wat is the different btw this two words?wat is the definition?!Yes..i noe.But can i assure that ppl around me noe their real definitionbehind them?I noe myself i cnt make it..tat y i have been trying to be myself..trying to be wat i am..It always turn out to be a failure..i feel sad when i see myself look sad..so i make myself enjoythe moments wid my friends..every second every minute...Opening the window media player today, as the tracks run,the song which ben yap intro me"Te-a-m0" sings its way up to my mind..Its nice..make me relax my mind..even though i dun understand wat it means...
♥ Friday, November 2, 2007
8:17 PM
starting here..at this point,i am truly sorry for ** ****...i feel sad even when rejecting u..but i jus wan us to get no where when we are not ready for watever we have to..u understand?ya..-----a bleeding heart,a misplaced trust----- wat can i say is whenever there is love is involved,no one is at fault..i noe tat u always thought i am always sticking to alex..reason behind he is my bro..tat y!This is wat i mean the trust which u fail to carry out in a relationship(even before a relationship)...but is normal la,i understand..secondly,patience..u are too fast!I am nt prepared for relationship..i have not met one i seriously wan to be wid..all u have for me is only crush..nth more,u will realise it de..For me i prefer not to waste each other tym when we noe we cnt last long...i will only start a relationship when i think tat we can seriously last long..even all the way to marriage,having a family of our own and then to the day when we r lying in our death bed...tat case i will go for it..** ****,i hope u will get back to wat u r those happy days(like intsc camp)and hope u will understand tat u can find a gal betta than mie..okie?Friends forever and all the best(CYa in the next blackout lunch)(:
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8:32 AM
HUa Ti----Zhou Hui面对面坐着的是不是你,爱情还在不在进行.想问你是不是想要放弃,却害怕你也在问自己.分手是我们唯一的话题,却没有人愿意提起.如果一开口变成了结局,我的心就会离开身体活在过去.爱不爱结果都叫人伤心,我不知道该怎么做决定;分手应该是要先哭泣,还是先忘记.你是否也有相同的难题,你的勇气里有我的命运,我不知道你会不会决定.我想我现在还不够清醒,该爱着你,该离开你,还是继续--逃避Ya..this song is damn nice and good song for emo-ing..ya..maybe this few days i have been feeling very lousy tt y..there are always sth tat cnt be said..even ur own best frendno way!!WAt i am now on the "outside" is not wat i am..yes..i have been covering myself wid a "skin of happiness"..i am not happy wid wat i am now and i have been..seriously..i may be laughingbut ppl around me do not noe wat i am really thinking..I have been playing a game..which no one ever noe..no one ever play before..no winner no lose..is jus the matter of tym..bout who is more patience..yes..[patience]Listening to this song has made me think a lot..one obstacle in my life have make myself build a large wall in front of me...currently i am trying to break it down..BUt is FAr too HaRD...Too DIFFicuLt..
♥ Thursday, November 1, 2007
8:37 AM
Even though i was not really involved in this family disastrous night but my sleep is seriously disturbed...WTF!!! My sis come back home from costa sand from pasir ris..from her friend's birthdae chalet party..came back holme bout 11 plus..by rite she must home around ten thirty one..but she exceeded the curfew my ma gave her!!!
Yesterday night i was like sleeping damn early..around ten plus?ya..then she was like scolding so loud on the phone to my sis..poor thing..tat was not the end of the "scolding session"..It is jus the beginning..
Next coming up was the moment i heard the key turns sound..as expected, my ma wake up from her slp and walk to the living room..my sis came back with a scolding awaiting for her~!!!
First thing my ma did is gave her a tight slap..so loud until i was like:"trouble trouble trouble"
But jus expect my sis to jus keep quiet,let her scold..but she actually gave a lot of explanation!!!For godness sick,my dear sis,R u sooo BAKA to not noe tat the more u argue back the more u will die faster?! OMG!!!It is not as if u jus noe her..haiz..sad case..
And tat indeed cause me not to slp very well tat night..haiz..see la! u guyz have indirectly make me lose my slp...WAT THE FISH!!!!ARgh~~~~~
